Title: The Weight of Survival: A Veteran’s Story
By Samuel Rock | Battle Buddy Response Team®
The Reality of Support
They say they support you—until they see the reality. When you show them what it’s really like to wake up every day feeling confused, battling emotions that don’t have clear answers, they run.
They don’t see the ongoing treatments, the constant ache of isolation, or the quiet victories that come with simply waking up and trying again. Instead, they tell you to “grow up,” not realizing that getting out of bed is a triumph in itself.
The Comparison That Cuts Deep
For some, service looks different. There are those who train but never deploy and those who go to war and come home with invisible scars. The comparison feels like a weight pressing down—a reminder that the world doesn’t always understand the difference.
It’s not about competition. It’s about the reality of what deployment does to a person. It’s hard to hear “thank you for your service” when you know they don’t fully understand the sacrifices made.
The Need to Be Understood
I want people to understand why veterans like me are the way we are. Beneath the pain, there’s still a need for love and connection. We want to feel seen—not pitied, but understood.
But love isn’t always easy when you feel like a burden. Sometimes, it feels safer to push people away before they leave you. To build walls to protect them from the darkness you carry inside.
The Hardest Truth
The hardest part is the fear that your pain might one day hurt someone you care about. That your struggle could become their sorrow. That’s a pain heavier than any battlefield.
A Story of Survival, Not Failure
This is not a story about failure—it’s a story about survival. Sharing this story isn’t easy, but it’s important. There are veterans out there who need to know they’re not alone in feeling this way.
Love can heal pain, but it takes patience, understanding, and the willingness to stand with someone, even when the path is difficult.
At Battle Buddy Response Team®, we believe that no veteran should ever feel alone in their struggle. We’re here to listen, to walk beside you, and to remind you that survival is brave—and sometimes, it’s enough.
You’re not alone. We see you. We’re here.
If You Need Support:
Website: battlebuddyresponseteam.org
Hotline: 1-855-777-BBRT